MOVING ON....

I am so sick of these hard days, I am sick of being sad, sick of wondering when it will be my turn. I feel so depleted, so empty, I have no energy left. It takes my all to wake up every morning and put a smile on my face. I have a wonderful husband who lets me be sad, who trys to understand my feelings and talks to me about our baby and when to try again. I feel so guilty for being sad, I think to myself how lucky I am to be able to get pregnant on my own, to think that is may be as easy as getting a shot in the hip everyday, but then I think about the loss, can I make it through this again? David worries about the baby and about me, he is scared to try because he doesn't want anything to happen to me.... we have given this to God and we know he is here beside us! I read this bible verse earlier and it really struck me.


"But these things I plan won't happen right away.
Slowly, steadily, surely, the time approaches when the vision will be fulfilled.
If it seems slow, be patient! For it will surely take place.
It will not be late by a single day."
~ Habakkuk 2:3

God has a plan for David and I, a plan for us to have a baby...lots of them we just have to wait on his timing....

We feel we want to start trying again in May so please keep us in your prayers!

IN OTHER NEWS: I think we may be moving, from our one bedroom apartment to a two bedroom duplex. We are not quite ready for a house at this point but a duplex sounds perfect for us at this crossroad in our life. It is big enough for both of our dogs and has an extra room, which we are already calling the baby room!! If we get it we would move in around the end of April! I am really excited about that, we outgrew this apartment the day we moved in, so please be praying for us!

God Bless You and Keep You Safe