Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Well tomorrow is the first baby's due date

I really didn't think this one was going to be too hard since I lost the baby really early, but boy was I wrong. What was I thinking signing up to work tomorrow I should have known my heart better. As this days continues and tomorrow grows closesr, I think of all the lost dreams, all that this baby will never have and never get to do. I know that this little one is in heaven and I firmly believe that, but at the same time I still feel saddened that I didn't get to have this little one here on earth. I can imagine how the second ones due date is going to hurt, I do not plan on going anywhere July 18th. Well I guess we will see how tomorrow goes, please keep David and I in your prayers, as we may be starting to try again soon.

God Bless

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