YAY

So much is going on I am so excited, first we are all moved and are almost all settled, second I am done with Nursing school just have to take NCLEX....,but most exciting news is we are going to start trying again. We want to keep it somewhat hush hush so I can only write it on here for now!! We are scared and nervous but confident and calm!! So please be praying for us

Well tomorrow is the first baby's due date

I really didn't think this one was going to be too hard since I lost the baby really early, but boy was I wrong. What was I thinking signing up to work tomorrow I should have known my heart better. As this days continues and tomorrow grows closesr, I think of all the lost dreams, all that this baby will never have and never get to do. I know that this little one is in heaven and I firmly believe that, but at the same time I still feel saddened that I didn't get to have this little one here on earth. I can imagine how the second ones due date is going to hurt, I do not plan on going anywhere July 18th. Well I guess we will see how tomorrow goes, please keep David and I in your prayers, as we may be starting to try again soon.

God Bless